Time

I hate the show "Its my destiny to love U." I keep thinking of you when I watch the show.

Time and feeling...and piggy ...

Sweetness

Gone the sweetness. Where are you?....

delusion

loves v teh...

Very kannina programming

Programming programming.... how come it has related to your grandma.... Ah dae dae... Cannot say bad words ... Look after your images pls.

Kekeke....

She is having problem with her programming. Oh how I miss the day when we were at McDonald. I was able to enlighten or moltive her slightly. I guess now she is on her own. Trouble with her programming language.

Stubborn she is, helpful I am. funny we are.

Start of a new life starts only when the current one ends

dae...As interaction becomes lesser, the gap becomes bigger. Feeling fades even without you knowing it. I guess this is the relationship of time, feeling and interaction.


Tomorrow shall be RIP day for your class. The day can be emotional. Parting is painful but memories is always nice.

After your last classmate leaves you, You may feel a sense of loneliness or emptiness in you. Whether you are in the train, living room or your own room, the feeling may come. Please do put up a smile. Try to think of the happy moment betweeen you and your classmates. Dont forget too, this parting allows you to know another group of such lovely people. Try divert your attention to something else if saddness ovewhlem you. Oh yes, better to have no music for the day. =p


I will leave my HP on for the 2 nites. If you need someone to be with you, do ring me bah u are not alone de.

Parting

Bee bye ... ... ...

Growing up

Parting with her classmates is inevitable. She is facing the next stage of her life. Yes The feeling is kannina but it is also the start of new friendship.. And these days class gathering is easy. So dae dont be too sad.. Remember, try to smile when you are sad.

And me, it seems i face it earlier than her by a few weeks. Parting with a group of colleagues who has seen me grown up. How do i feel ?

Oh, sad of course. But when i think of meeting them again the next time and listen to each of their story before me, i know i have made progress in life. The point is we will still meet again someday and somewhere.

You will find that you have grown up and seen more things the next time you see them.

Sleepy

Ah dae dae... I am sleepy now and have to go back office tomorrow. I can't wait any longer... Take care and be smart when you meet people okie.

Good nite and sleep tight. Don't let Ga Ga Bite, Only I can bite...

Fate - why are you 50 days late

"If love is not our destiny why does fate bring us together?
When love blossom, parting becomes sorrow.

What can be painful? That which your love has turned hatred
or to be tormented by I miss u every single day."


Baby wifey dae... kuku piggy grapie... ...

Piggy's day

Piggy!! Today is another Monday. Where are you? Ha...

Zhu ba Jie... It seems when comes to Monday I will especially miss you.

Monday is piggy's day. Blue and lazy with an unsettled heart...=P

Piggy...

Peacefulness

Just chat with her in MSN. She is now calm and peaceful. Though there are many words I want to tell her but i guess now, silence is the best option for me.

The feeling is weird. I dont like the kinda conversation. Just like a stranger...
Very Kannina...
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My Style:
Ah dae dae Jia you Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You can always come to me if you run into problem with your programming.=)

Zhu ba jie... focus on your study, or else ur mouth will squeeze like a small grapie again... =p

*bite u! kekeke

Secret code

We used to have secret code between us.
I wonder if I can still see her set of code again...

This is mine and she owes me a life time of ....:

S.I.L.Y + LTK

A reserve Page

Will open this posting when the time is right.

Pach's voice - You are hurt

Be strong Pachelbel. I have heard your voice.

You have walked a long long way Pach.
I just want to hug u. Hug u real tight.

If you are sad, please please do let me know.

Don't feel lonely.
Don't feel it that way for you know there is a kuku always there standby you.
Don't keep it in your heart. I know you.
I will be always there, listening to you.


I dont want you to be sad.
Just want you to be happy. Always happy.
"Shh shh... lower down your laughter" - today, tomorrow, 80 years later and so on,
I just want to repeat the words to you.


Don't weep.
Even if you are sad put on a brave smile....
I will hug u. Hug u real tight.

Influence

I dislike Tiff... She is a bad influence to dae. What she mentioned in her display name made me jeolous. What a kannina feeling. I hate myself...


Dae... please dont be swayed by her.

13 April 09 - Favourite songs

I was clearing my personal data from my office notebook. Accidentally I found this song list which was generated by dae.

As I played the songs on the notebook, memories from those days flashed in my head.

My heart sings and sinks in souring pain...

Dae, I miss those days.

林俊杰 & 金莎 - 期待你的爱
Step Sun - 雨天_My Story
Step Sun - 遇见_Your Song
Step Sun - Xu Yao Ni - Ni Guang
FIR - 月牙湾
FIR - 需要你的爱
FIR - you make me want to fall in love

Timberland - Apologize
Leona Lewis - Bleeding love
Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
Jordin Sparks - One step at a time
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
Chris Brown - With You
Beyonce - B'day – Listen


Thank you…
p/s: these songs are my fav.. not trying to convey any messages here ah.

Titus

ah dae dae........ U are contradicting too. U are a nice person and u are a villain too.

Crazy

Ah dae dae.... passionate and affection are all I have for you. The feeling of loving you keep coming back to me again and again despite all your words. But You always refer me as crazy.

Self-delusion or not it is just you that pull the string in my heart. Ha.. ah dae dae - My ali kuku piggy grapie.

Love cant hide. Dae, the romance and feeling are always there. The laughter, the giggling, the very moment say it all.

When I picked up your call, our heart just get connected. No conversation, no words. We just laughed. Enjoying the moment. O, a voice and laughter that were too long to be heard. I miss them much. So are you dae.

Don’t deny it for your laughter and voice tell me all.

Bee you are just sweetness….

Farewell lunch

My heart is unsettled if I have no interaction with dae. Like last nite.. A small message from her can really brighten my night.

I am not sure if she feels the same. But I really hope she does feel it like me.


Dae just to share with u. I was quite touch by people in msl. They buy me lunch which cost more than 300 dollars. Guess where they have brought me? It is Ah Yi Bao Yu, a Chinese resturant near bird park.

I like the XO carrot cake. Wah sia, it is superly soft and when I bite on it, it was as though the cake melted in your mouth.

The people around me, some nagged at me before, some I worked closely with for years and some gave me stressed now and then all turned out to be the people I would miss.

I did not know how to show my appreciation. All I could do was took the teapot; I went to every single one of them, poured tea into their cup to show my gratitue.

I was running out of words. I could only say thank u, thank u msl for giving me such a wonderful time.

So near and yet so far

Ah dae dae.......................................

Fruit of sheng xia

May be I have to give up to be closer to you.

I have to stop seeing you so that you will remember me.

Time has yielded the fruit of Sheng Xia.
Recall the scent of loneliness;
I have to try leaving you;
Stop thinking of you;
Though this is not my original intention.

You have once said you will love me forever.
Maybe the promise you made
is due to your lack of confidence.

Don’t try using silence to cover up
when the truth is out.

I thought you will say something to me
before you leave.

But you just turn your head;
Refuse to meet my eye.

You don’t have to say
you still love me.

After you have experienced life
All I wish is
you still remember me.

You have once said you will love me forever.
Maybe the promise you made
is due to your lack of confidence.

You don’t have to be sad nor need to cover up
when the truth is out.

Actually you don’t have to say anything
when you leave.

At least all this experience
belongs only to me.

Maybe I have to give up to be closer to you.

I have to stop seeing you so that you will remember me.

Time has yielded the fruit of Sheng Xia.
Recall the scent of love;
I will not leave any trace
when I quench my thirst of missing you.

Maybe this is the way
my heart wants it.

You don’t have to say
You…still love me.

After you have experienced life
All I wish is
you still remember me.

If you were to see me in your DREAM
dae, PLEASE HUG ME TIGHTLY AGAIN

Feeling just come back

Maybe u can let it go easily. Though I am totally disappointed by all ur msn comments and the words you use on me and yet I cannot let u go. When I know you have a problem with ur programming, I really really wanted to help.

Without thinking twice, I shot out my msn message to you. Baby, my love to you is genuine. Yet you think I am selfish. I can easily forget the insult you have done on me. I don't know why. I was really angry with you. But the next morning, the anger just disappear.

Does loving a person means to own him or her? Your answer is a yes and my answer is a no. This is where we are different and that is why you are angry with me.


Dear, believe is or not. You are just you. Non-replaceable in my heart. I will pass you the watch one day. What is yours, i will never give it to anyone; for certain things are meant for you, no one can take it away...

Maybe as time passes by you will forget abt the feeling we have together. But I realise for me, as time passes i miss you more and more.

Selfish Dirt

Who the hell am I? For all the love and feeling I have for her, I am just a wishful thinking selfish lying dirt after all.

Ha... Nothing hurt more than that.

I keep telling myself that I don't want my blog to sound too sad. At this moment, my world is collapsing.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.

Unsettled

It is another Monday and yet emotionally I am not able to settle down even after few hours of sleep.

Take care dae!

Over

Finally it is over. I am sad because I can't even be with her in such an important day. Not even my gift can reach her. Worst of all, I feel like a fool to have caused her some trouble. I almost left the gift outside her house and she had to trouble her brother to retrieve it.


I feel no emotion from her sms. Naturally, disappointment sinks me down. Of course the feeling is kannina. I wonder if I still have the chance to pass her the gift or even the opportunity to just look at her now.

She has changed. Or should I say her feeling to me has changed. ZBJ, wake up now to face reality. Disappointment hurt and reality becomes painful.

Dae, sorry about what happen earlier. I guess you have found your freedom. So do take care! I would not bother you anymore...

Sunday

Its your birthday dae. I really want to spend the day with you. Yup, spend the day in Sentosa. Enjoy the breeze, sunset and of course with a small slice of birthday cake will be wonderful.


I have been waiting for her reply since morning. It seem she prefers not to see me on this day or be reminded of me. As the sky getting darker, my hope gets slimmer.

Dae ... happy birthday.

Happy Birthday

Today is Dae dae's birthday. Stay young, stay cheerful.
Happy Birthday!!!!!

With Love I bite!!! =)