Fate has not come

Today is another Sunday. I have stopped updating the blog for about 10days. I am not so busy that I cant find time to write. Just that, there is no progress in my relationship between myself and her. I have nothing to update. Also, I was still very much demoralise by her message. Sometime I was worried of disturbing her with my sms. Yes i had deleted her number from my phone.

But to be honest, I have the number remembered and in fact I can call her or sms her anytime. But i didnt to it yesterday and today. I wanted to call her at time. However, it will be like an interview session such that i ask a question and she answers. Its very one direction and she does not show any emotion. That makes me feel bad.

I was walking on the road today. While walking to the interchange, i saw couples walking hand in hand and chatting in a lovely way. I could not help but wonder, are all these people throughly in love. I just feel fortunate for them as they can find someone that they like and that the person they like love them as much. I hope they can treasure the fate that bring them together.

For me...May be fate has not come.....