One day

One day when you remember your website.
You will remember this one too I guess.

You have changed

Dae.. u have changed.

So much that I cannot recognise you. Can the old you be back. I just want to talk with you for awhile. Not online not on the phone. There is no emotion in there. I really really don't like that.

I dont like you to keep things to yourself. If there is someone there to share your burden am less worry. But you are so quiet now. I do not know what is in your mind.

Can the old dae please come back. I want to talk to you, see you, hear you. And even hug you...

There are people asking me who or what am I waiting?

Actually am waiting for your response. Waiting and waiting.

Still there

I am still there..

Only if you are willing to reach out to me.

Where is she now?

She seems to have disappeared.. Its either she is sick of my endless questions or she refuses to face me....

I always believe that those who uses the heart to love should never never ever get hurt...

good nite...

Waiting

Her trouble just make my anger goes away. So much I hope she can share her problem with me. I dont want it to be a real big problem then she chooses to tell me.

If I have chosen her in the begining, she needs not have to suffer all this. Dae...

Now she just wants to keep things to herself. I dont want her to suffer..... ......

Am still waiting... Waiting for her to share with me.

Strange behavior

Come to think of it
She seems to be under intensive stress.

Strange thing is she is hidding something...

Like afraid to let the secret out.

She seems to be protecting that...

Plan

At least now, I know I wouldn't be hurting her. Can go ahead with the plan...

Just hope as the year comes by she can handle her temper.

。。。

我的心在痛啊痛。
生命本无耐,
命运又有谁能修改。

I cried

I cry not becos she lost her temper . But becos she treated me like a dirt.

Maybe she is too stress out ,
Maybe she does not understand me at all..

Ha ... she starts protecting her family and herself as if I will harm them all.

Simply forget about me and my feeling.
Simply forget that I will help and not hurt her.

Ha ...
Ha ...
Ha ...

Just her.
And just me to her - Nothing.

Just a moment

I just want to hug u for a moment...... !

Harsh or heartless

The harsher u r and the further i can go... The softer u are the more reluntance for me to let go.

Her concern

To know that u mean for me hurt me...

To know u have that worry soften my heart .. .
Sorry for the sms .. I was actually angry with ur reply and wun want to reply u further. Behave like a kid, stupid me.

Didnt know that worries u...

Clear mind

Home home where I go. With a clear mind I know where to go now....keke.

Move on.

I could not let go. But your behavior tell me to move on...

Guess I have worried too much. Slowly I will...

A Strange Feeling

Have never been so stress for sometimes. That happens after she tells me what she is facing at the moment. A family problem that she has to bear.

Yet she does not seem to want me involve. It has been bothering me all that while. Just could not get myself focus on things. Always wonder if she could cope with working in both day and night plus her study. Gastric pain is torturing her. Thinking of it suffocates me.

I believe I can still do much for her. But after seeing her that nite, I realised, am just a stranger to her now. No more a dae, no more a bee. Avoiding and hiding was all she wanted.

I choose to walk away if that is her intention. But this heart of mine just could not let go. Aching and pumping heavily even at this critical period of mine.

Why can feeling and love fade with time when love once grew and blossom so deep inside us?

What have you leave behind in my heart? Can that feeling be everlasting? Pls tell me.. Wat is in my heart?

To carry you and swing around take seconds. To hold the promise and not letting you slip take a life time I guess....

Beebye

Glad to see u in healthy and cheerful state . Can guess that u r in another relationship. Take care my lady. :)

For your problem what I need to tell u is already said in msn.You nid not avoid me. am just wat i posted on 19 April 2010. May be u dun need me any more le. Just from ur body language....


So beebye!

Help less

Its good to know she has her focus and direction back... Yet sad that I really want to help.. But that's how far I can do....

Coldness and stupidity

Super duper coldie... Ha. There is a reason why u behave that way.

The coldness is driving me away and I see stupidity in me with your behavior..ha..

I should stop looking like a fool now...

Her problem

Finally I know why. Its not time that washes away the feeling..it's life.


What a mix feeling I have...

Piggy... Dun like u to be so stress... I feel hurt..

Its painful...

Time and love

I do not know why...
I cant explain it. But by chatting a few line in msn or google talk, I can feel that the feeling is fading... Or even not there.

Time finally washes them from her?

And wat is inside me you'll never get to know...

Words to u

Many words... But its all in the heart.

Samsung Galaxy S2 I9200

Cannot believe it. GALAXY S2 I9200 is coming soon!!!

Here is the Specification:

Screen = Super-AMOLED
Size = 4.3"

CPU is 2GHz !!
1G RAM

And is using 4G ROM with an internal memory of 32GB.

What a super phone.

Old or New

I thought I'll never see the name coming online again...
But she never deletes me.

I can't tell whether the name is from the old ID or the new one. But it reminds me of the days.. ocean makiko..