After effect

After reading the posting from her facebook. Something just stirs inside me. I paused for quite along while.

I can be the man described in the story. Reckless, careless. Not so sensitive to those small little things in life.

I thought of the very last msn chat I had with her recently.
I guess my reply made her angry.. maybe..I don't know.

Sorry I didn't mean to. When I see the smile from you, I was relieved to know you are happy. I dared not go on for fear that I could not stop. For fear that I might be a stranger to you now. For fear that I might make you cry again.

I have so much to tell, But I can't say it out...............