Love and Hate

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when youre not around,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

I cannot focus on my work. Her attraction is strong. My mind is drawn to her every now and then. The people, the environment, the songs..etc all of them just make me think of her. As I sit and recall all the hate words she used on me. It was very similar to the movie "Ten things I hate about you".

My heart aches when I know you are in pain and i cannot even hug you. My heart is dying for you. But my mind says let you go. You have suffered enough.

Bee what am I? A Piggy or a monger.